Being inspired helps

As I mentioned earlier, there are so many people that I am so grateful to because they are helping me in so many ways, that I really want to make something special for each and every one of them. Of course this is not going to happen, I am not such a crafty machine, but after being inspired in the last Minerva's circle meetings by my friends who have many creative ideas, I have come out with some little gifts for this Christmas holidays.

Como mencione antes, hay tanta gente a la que estoy tan agradecida porque me ayudan de tantas maneras, que la verdad es que me gustaria hacer algo especial para cada una de ellas. Claro que esto no va a ocurrir, no soy una maquina de hacer cositas a mano, pero despues de sentirme inspirada tras las ultimas reuniones de Minerva's circle por mis amigas que tienen tantas ideas creativas, he creado por fin algunas cositas para regalar estas Navidades.

I created these socks that are actually bags for little treats. Just a little thing for two sisters that are always there for us.

He creado estos calcetines que en realidad son bolsitas para caprichos. Solo un pequenho regalito para dos hermanas que siempre estan ahi para ayudarnos.

I have also been typing emails and making phone calls in my sewing breaks, and solving a lot of uncertainty regarding Luca's ears. Finally I have been able to decide that Luca needs to have two other surgeries, probably combined in just one, before the implant surgery. He will have tubes inserted in his ears, this is a very minor procedure, and then the adenoids removed. It makes me a bit stressed because I am aware of the risks but at the same time I feel good that I am pushing for the implant surgery to happen ASAP. It's funny because when I had some surgery in the past I was never scared, maybe was less conscious of the situation, but the thing is that when it is your child who is going for surgery, it's a different feeling. Right now, I feel like a truck went over me today after making these hard decisions. But I have more sewing to do....things are coming along...

Tambien he estado escribiendo emails y haciendo llamadas de telefono en mis descansos de costura, y resolviendo mucha incertidumbre con respecto a los oidos de Luca. Al final he sido capaz de decidir que Luca tendra que tener dos operaciones adicionales, probablememnte combinadas en solo una, antes de la operacion del implante. Le pondran tubos en el oido, que es una operacion menor, y luego le quitaran las vegetaciones. Me pone un poco nerviosa porque me doy cuenta de los riesgos pero al mismo tiempo me siento bien porque estoy forzando que la operacion de implante sea cuanto antes. Es curioso porque cuando yo he tenido alguna operacion nunca he tenido miedo alguno, quizas era mas inconsciente, pero la cosa es que cuando se trata de tu hijo el que va a ser operado, es otra sensacion. Nunca pense que seria asi. Ahora siento como si un camion me hubiera pasado por encima despues de tomar estas decisiones dificiles. Pero tengo mas costura por delante...las cosas van saliendo...